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The things I’m thinking…
I have had a long day. A few, in fact. I’ve been up since 7 this morning, can’t seem to want to fall asleep. Carried around my giant wedding dress for hours, took pictures in Columbia for my friend’s portfolio. Came home, changed, and walked around the fair for a few hours. Got a new roomie for a few days to a week or so, she has no car, goes everywhere with me and places I don’t go too.
I haven’t been sad in awhile, until today. I feel like I stopped to tie my shoe and the world is going on, happening and turning without me. I lost a friend this week to petty bitterness. It’s nearly shameful to think that this particular person was a friend at all, but I was happy to have one, and now they’re gone. I watched an episode of SVU where two little girls died in a house fire. It gave me flashbacks and I cried about my Mom for the 15,000th time.
So here I am, not sleeping, dreading a long day come morning and unable to place my thoughts. Don’t you just live for nights like this?
